It's 2 A.M.
I'm tossing and turning. I can't sleep.
Too worried.
It's all so overwhelming. I want him to be okay. I don't know how to help.
It's all kind of surreal
All I can do is read websites offering help on situations like this, countless websites at 2 A.M. while drinking tap water and biting my fingernails.
Day 42 of 365 days