Ignore the previous picture and the excited title description.
It's not happening.
John DIDN'T like the apartment.
He didn't get a feeling from the place and said we could do better.
There are four of us that will be living and paying for the apartment. If we don't ALL love it, then we have to move on. we're friends and we're sticking together.
so...We are back to square one.
I tried to mask my disappointment, smile and say "Okay, guys..lets get back to the apartment hunting!" but I don't feel it. I fell in love with the place and I was ecstatic at such a great find.
But Hey...life goes on
Tomorrow we will reluctantly hand back the keys and continue our search.
It's October 31st so obviously We wont have an apartment lease signed by November 1st, so it looks like we wont be giving our 30 day in advance departure date to our current landlord. So now I guess we're looking for an apartment for Jan. 1st.
Living in a confined space for such a long time can give you a touch of cabin fever, which is what I'm experiencing at the moment. I'm a bit disheartened, but the feeling will pass. C'est la vie. I feel kind of silly for getting as excited as I just did. It was premature.
I'm grateful to be here in this city with my friends.. I need to keep things in the right perspective. We all got a little too happy about it and a little too soon.
it's times like this that I need to remember my new years resolution to "let go"
It's Halloween.
The famous San francisco Halloween party in Castro is closed this year. I'm not much in the partying mood at the moment. maybe it's the apartment situation, maybe it's the uneasy feeling that still lingers after yesterday's earthquake.. This will be the first halloween that I'm staying at home.
But HAPPY HALLOWEEN regardless.
P.S. This text will be replaced by actual photograph eventually.