Day 138 - Reaching for the Alarm, originally uploaded by clarity25.

Hearing the alarm clock go off after a night of laying awake in the darkness is the worst feeling in the world.

I reached over and turned it off...

So much drama.

I keep re-playing things that he said, events that occured...Everytime I closed my eyes, it all came back to me.

I start feeling helpless and angry. I can't sleep.

Eric rolled over and asked "Were you up all night?"

"Yes"

He pulled me in for a wordless hug.

Family problems.

Day 138 of 365 days